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Me too. I moved into a new home. He tricked me and said he needed a place to stay for 2 weeks until he found a new room. We had a holiday booked on 17th march. Now he’s encroached himself in my home, stealing from my purse. The holiday will be hell as he will be withdrawing and will be so aggressive. We get back on 23rd March. If he doesn’t get out of my house I will have to get the police involved which will mean he thinks he is the victim and he’ll smash my car or windows. I just pray to God he goes quietly. His grip on me as far as guilt and love is concerned is completely gone. I feel nothing but hate and powerlessness. It seems crazy waiting for after the holiday but I know him very well and just will persevere until after. He said he will go after. He is a complete narcissist as well as an addict. I’m shocked I’ve not had a nervous breakdown. I don’t know how people with kids and mortgages are still alive being stuck in this situation I swear. I know as soon as we get back from holiday I will be ready to fight him out my life at any cost.
Lust*
Oh by the way- professional help doesn’t change addicts. Methadone and subutex can’t change them. They can only change and it’s only about 1 in a million crack or heroin addicts that recover lol.
Yeah I already know everything that you mentioned. I defo feel like a big change is coming as before it was this really strong bond that kept me to him but now I feel for myself more and I have such a list for life and I realise he is stopping me. I’ll keep you updated x
I even caught my boyfriend on pof talking to transvestites and adding transvestites and gays. So I don’t know if he’s gay or selling himself. But it just cripples me that I’m still there with him. Everybody knows and my shame of still being with him. I hate him and love him with every bone in my body.
I pray for my freedom soon.
You took my life and put it on paper. That’s mad.
Everyday I try and leave him.
Like you them few weeks apart you feel so good and then boom your back to square 1.
4 years this has been going on.
My latest is stupidly booking a holiday after a month of freedom and 1 stupid weekend off weakness.
Now we go 17th March and he said he will leave me alone at my request
Where are you in life now hon? Need some inspiration
How’s thing’s now
Please do not have a baby.
Also smoking heroin will lead to injecting.
Hi Lancaster
Focus on your own health. You have done all you can. It’s not worth 2 people losing their souls. How are things now? Probably the same I’m assuming x
His family sound so in denial. Like it is your fault. I am 4 years in with a heroin and crack addict. I’ve tried to split up with him so many times but he charms his way back in with false promises. I cannot wait to be in your situation soon – FREE. Please listen to your body. It’s stress free. You can sleep at night. You don’t have his mental health, depth and depression affecting your health. Please give me an update if you can.
Hi. Just wondering how you are? I have spent the last 4 years battling with my boyfriends heroin and crack addiction. The pain we feel as loved ones is horrible. I hope you have left him. I hopefully (this time) will be free from him soon. But we all know the drill. Your adamant you’ll leave but then find yourself back to square 1.