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September 6, 2019 at 12:40 am in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15066red1984Participant
Yep your so right… its hard isn’t it… but its all about keeping busy, positive thinking and will power.
Yes i am i live in essex how about u dan?
September 5, 2019 at 11:52 pm in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15061red1984ParticipantI like the suggestion of writing down the pros and cons. Already sitting here thinkinf of all then negatives of it. There is no pros to doing write cos there is actually nothing at all good about it x
September 5, 2019 at 11:50 pm in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15060red1984ParticipantOn it now as in right now or in general still take it here and there?
Im not on it tonight if that is what u meant,No not right now. I do have some in the week but make sure im in bed by 12 ish if so cos of getting up for work. So i dont have mad ones if i do it in the week
But i try to stick to weekends and not week nights… but even that i cant cut it out completely… so i dont do it every day obviously and never really have but at least 3 – 4 times in 7 days ( a week)
I wanna try cut out week nights completely cos if im honest … its pointless in the week … why am i doing it. The 2 / 3 nights i dont get it is due to money really and also cos ive hern busy at work and knackered. So like tonight i havent had any but i kept myself busy this evening got in at 6pm fed and took dog out then did a few chores indoors like washing hoovering etc. Now ready to get a good sleep tonight. But if i came in from work and didnt get on with housework etc i would of sat down bored and got some…. again would he pointless but i still do. I would love to find a solution for the initial start of giving up but also getting rid of that feeling that thinks sod it im getting some … its hard x
September 5, 2019 at 11:23 pm in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15058red1984ParticipantYep i no the feeling been there done that worn the t shirt. How did u stop and if u do it now like u said here and there …how do u control it to keep it to a minimum as in once a month or whatever. Im finding it hard to start this quitting. The hardest part is stopping to start with … whats the answer xx
September 5, 2019 at 10:02 pm in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15053red1984ParticipantYep i was exactly the same started in my party nightclub days… then like u said after time comes home with u. So how did u cut down. Was u doing it alot at ya worst? I find it hard being indoors bored… then i think sod it ill get abit… gotta snap out of that way of thinking ya no
September 5, 2019 at 9:43 pm in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15050red1984ParticipantHey Dan .. I spend about 200 a week i reckon… dont do it every day but more than i should obviously. Whats your story babe have u completely stopped and did u just do coke? Thats all ive ever done but doing that is fucking bad enough… just finding it hard to not have it x
September 5, 2019 at 7:53 pm in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15035red1984ParticipantSorry babe Ive only just seen your reply now, been at work today.
My story … give me half hour and i reply properly. X
September 5, 2019 at 2:15 am in reply to: How do you stop the routine and thought of wanting cocaine.. how do you tackle the first step of wanting some? Its hard #15014red1984ParticipantJust download that app. X
September 5, 2019 at 1:59 am in reply to: How do you stop the routine and thought of wanting cocaine.. how do you tackle the first step of wanting some? Its hard #15013red1984ParticipantOh really ok i will watch her. Thank you. Good tips u have thanks again xx
September 5, 2019 at 1:58 am in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15012red1984ParticipantOk thank you i will download that now… thank u for your help and advice x
September 5, 2019 at 1:56 am in reply to: How do you stop the routine and thought of wanting cocaine.. how do you tackle the first step of wanting some? Its hard #15010red1984ParticipantExactly so how do u stop your brain thinking that … so hard… i suppose once u train your mind to think something else it gets easier x
September 5, 2019 at 1:53 am in reply to: How do you stop the routine and thought of wanting cocaine.. how do you tackle the first step of wanting some? Its hard #15008red1984ParticipantI will go on you tube then thats a good idea… thank you
September 5, 2019 at 1:52 am in reply to: How do you stop the routine and thought of wanting cocaine.. how do you tackle the first step of wanting some? Its hard #15007red1984ParticipantI just bought a book called get clean but i havent even picked the book up yet. I hate reading … once i start reading ill get into it. And thats what i need to do… reading is also a hobby i suppose to take up time and take your mind off of wanting to get it …
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September 5, 2019 at 1:50 am in reply to: How do you stop the routine and thought of wanting cocaine.. how do you tackle the first step of wanting some? Its hard #15004red1984ParticipantYes i agree u have to cut out any associate to do with it. But its so common most of my friends do it. Dont even need friends to do it. Get some and do it at home when you really got it in your head as its been such a routine for few years now. If u want it u get it. The hardest part is to stop that feeling of wanting it. Even dropping people out and being alone … if u want it u get it.
It is all about willpower and a strong mind to tell yourself no u want it cos its what ur used to but u dont need it. So hard x
September 5, 2019 at 1:44 am in reply to: Had enough of cocaine! Coming off here for 5 week at least. #15001red1984ParticipantYou know what… that doesnt sound stupid at all … i have never thought of it like that.
I like the 3 d’s too that is good delay for 30 distract your mind … it is hard the craving of wanting to do it but knowing you dont need to but then ya head says oh sod it im getting some. Also routine of doing it say u do it every friday for example this is now a routine and friday comes … u end up getting it again. Its so hard. I went to a meeting tonight and would love to stop but find it hard. Thank you for your advice
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