Have you ever thought about trying to get in a refuge to get away. I know your saying you just want to cope babe but that’s well too much for anyone drugs are one thing abuse is another lovely and hes abusing you!!! A friend of mine was put in a mother child refuge with her son after her so called boyfriend was beating her on the sly and destroying her home she now got a restraining order on him and hes now out the picture.
One phone call to the police that’s walls it would take they taken this stuff very seriously very very seriously. Abuse is No joke babe and you should feel like you should stay there because everything you own is with him.
Better to start off fresh with nothing than put up with that, there are many refuges people go to and the police will help.
Maybe something to think about but I got my ex removed from my house by one phone call after a little abuse and that was it babe.
You can do it lovely!!
Stay strong