[sandra301989]

Hi JensonF

Thank u for sharing your story. I’m 30 years old now but I’m struggling with it since 2014 …… now is gone 4 years. Is 19/09/2019I was really bad as my husband showed me how todo it first time in 2013 and I couldn’t stop since then . It’s just stop me from getting drunk I feel good or I don’t think about my problems ….. is stronger then me doesn’t matter how much I want fight it …..and say I never do it again I still do it next time. My husband stopped completely, he literally stopped going out and couple times he go out and he never take it but I did. He is saying to me I should grow up etc but when I do it doesn’t mean I’m not grown up is means all my past or not getting drunk makes me feel like I’m alive, I know I need help but at the moment every time when he go out and I stay in my house all I can think about it is to call my friend to get some so I don’t feel rough . I hate being alone, I haven’t got real friends or normal friends to speak to. It’s easy to not explaining everything to my husband Ashe ask million questions and I hate it and makes me to run again ????‍♀️????‍♀️???? help?

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