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Thank you for your advice. I have been clean now for a few months and feeling good! I think the last time was just a big wake up call for me ????

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Ive tried to tell him ive done it in the past and it just didnt go down well at all. He went mad. Maybe it would help but i just want to try do this on my own first and see if i can. I know i can do it i just need to block out others around me. I really do try but alcohol just makes me want it! Other option is to stop drinking but i also enjoy that after a long week at work!!

I totally appreciate your position though, i guess its a bit easier when you do it on your own. If i did it with my partner i think id be wanting it all the time!

Always here if you need a chat! Xx

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Ive tried to tell him ive done it in the past and it just didnt go down well at all. He went mad. Maybe it would help but i just want to try do this on my own first and see if i can. I know i can do it i just need to block out others around me. I really do try but alcohol just makes me want it! Other option is to stop drinking but i also enjoy that after a long week at work!!

I totally appreciate your position though, i guess its a bit easier when you do it on your own. If i did it with my partner i think id be wanting it all the time!

Always here if you need a chat! Xx

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I know. I was doing so well and them bam…. Got drunk and ended up getting some and it all went wrong from there.

I always feel like speaking with people helps but no one really knows i do it. The people i do it with i don’t really talk to on a regular basis so that’s difficult. My husband doesnt have a clue.

I have to deal with the aftermath on my own but i just take each hour as it comes and i know each day gets easier (as ive done it so many times before)

So this time i googled forums and thats how i came across this. I feel better already knowing that im not actually on my own!

If you ever need to chat or anything. Please message me as im always here to help and a chat x

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I drink mostly on weekends as i work 9-5 Monday to Friday.

I use with a certain group of people only. Who i only ever contact when im out. However ive basically made it impossible for myself to contact them as ive blocked and deleted them all on all platforms and phone etc. I was unfortunately with someone who knew them on Saturday though and thats how it came about. So I basically relapsed! I was on about 7 weeks clean too.

Its so difficult. I cant even deal with the anxiety and the paranoia and constant worrying.

I know my triggers and i just need to learn how to remove them. Ive even considered relocating it gets that bad for me mentally sometimes!

Do you know what your triggers are? X

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I am also in a similar position. Feel free to message me if you want x

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I really can relate to your post.

I dont crave it on a weekly basis but i crave it every single time i drink.

I have tried multiple times to distance myself from the people who do it and block and delete numbers but some how i cant quite escape it all.

I am currently on day 2 of my journey and I really want/need to do this.

I feel you, always here if you want to chat x

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Hi Conor,

I can really relate to your post. I can only imagine that you had just finished your weekends antics and the anxiety hit you.

I was in a very similar situation myself. Currently feel horrible and i was looking online for some comfort. I came across your message and it really did hit home that you probably posted this at your worst point.

I really hope your ok and want you to know i am here if you want to chat about it.

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