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I hope you are ok and safe

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You love him,it’s so hard

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Keep asking was I not good enough and it’s breaking me

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This is basically me, it’s broken my world, my heart I’m struggling to put one foot in front of the other and my family blame me but I just want my old boyfriend back the good person he was

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????hes done it again I’m in bits left me waiting in a pub for him to come back I waited until it was dark yesterday

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Now the anger has started I’m horrible,a mess,selfish all because he’s having to stay in on a Saturday night because he has sat on his fat lazy a** all week ????‍♀️so angry

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But loving and caring when not using

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Hope you are ok she will get better

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I’ve spoken to victim support I wasn’t aware I was being abused how can’t you know?the nice lady has gave me some numbers to ring…I still love him though

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I don’t want to report it incase he gets into trouble he’s already on bail

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Thank you I’m at my lowest right now

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Do I have a right to? I live at home

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It’s killing me zz

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Jekyll and Hyde is the exact words I used today!

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I’m in bits and I can’t even tell my mum cos she won’t understand and my dad would flip, he threatened to punch my dad’s head in last night called my mum who has been nothing but nice to him an old fat c**t an I can’t tell them xx

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