[sheree9hotmailcouk]

I just want to say how helpful this thread has been. I don’t feel very able to articulate my story but so much is my life,the blaming,big money withdrawal s,the sleeping for days I’ll, missing work, drunk booze bottles by the sofa, . Loss of future hopes,losing weight ,hair loss. Wild accusations that I’m having affairs, Crying every day,every pocket I find full of my tissues from tesrs.There really does seem to be so many of us out there . I live with it but I think I am reaching a point of detachment for self preservation . It’s all so exhausting.

[sheree9hotmailcouk]

He done itThurdsy I don’t know if he even slept as he was all night in man cave type thing at the end of the garden.ge then worked hard all day yesterday. Today he is evil to me. It’s my boys 8th birthday ,his family coming for cake ceremony I’m so worried it will be ruined ,he will be horrid icy to me in front of everyone ,will I keep my composure . Why do I have to deal with this ridiculous dilemma in my life. I am so soft and easygoing . Crying xagain I’m so sick of crying .

[sheree9hotmailcouk]

Thank you it is a comfort to talk to people going through similar. Sorry you are going through this with your son. At least Ican dare to dream I might be happier if I left my husband but you can’t leave your son and nor would you want to. I have 4 sons . Stay strong . Thank you for answering I have gained strength this morning from your reply 🙂

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