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Hi. I can totally relate. I just found this forum because I was so desperate to talk to someone and I know no one in my life wants to hear about it anymore. I’ve been dealing with my partner’s addiction for 10 years. He has grown increasingly worse over that time, to the point where he drives/goes to work intoxicated and is intoxicated when he arrives home. I don’t know how he has managed to do this, other then he has minimal contact with coworkers and has for the past two years due to Covid. I’m really getting to a point where I not only know I should leave, but want to because I’m sick of the roller coaster. He will stay intoxicated for 5 days, apologize and stay sober for a few, wash and repeat…I want off this ride, but can’t right now for financial reasons. I feel like I’m hanging on without a safety harness.

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