Oh I’m so sad for you I’m unfortunately in the same position. I’m dying inside I just want my life and my husband back but cocaine has taken him and given me lies and dramas and heartache instead. I’m reading quote after quote on the internet and I know I should just shut the door on our relationship but it’s so hard. I know exactly how you feel my love you’re not on your own. It’s like why should we and our dreams be punished coz of that crap!!! But they have been. I’ve not faced it yet and it looks like you haven’t either. But we will be okay I’m sure. Xx