[sprocket]

Bless you hun . My fella always wanted a child and I gave him one . But unfortunately for me he never quit even for his own son . All we do is have hope but sometimes hope just isn’t enough

. I always wish I would of left him while I was pregnant ! My son is nearly 7 now and will have to go through the break up crap of his family life . Sometimes I blame myself for staying but all I wanted was a family life and had hope he would give up the coke and drink xxx

[sprocket]

Everything you have said is so true and u know I must follow my heart and it tells me to get rid of him . I know that in the future we will be so much better off and may actually be happy for once . I’ve just got to get my sons bday out the way then it’s game on ???????? Xx

[sprocket]

Also I’m so paranoid wondering if he is coming home from work ?will he be on coke ? Has he had a drink ? Will he eat his tea ? I look at his eyes and body language his breathing everything ! If he is on his phone a lot I presume he is tx another woman ! I just want all these paranoid things to go but I know it’s because I have zero trust for him anymore . Is anyone else out there going through a similar situation?

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