Hi janette,
Sorry to hear you are in the same situation !! It’s so horrible to watch, my husband isn’t supposed to use in front of me but he keeps trying to! He says he wants to stop!! He also has binges on crack cocaine! If I try and mention his use he gets angry with me and says I’m not supporting him!! He says he’s stopping again next week,, but I can’t believe that when this has been going on since September!! How long have you been with your partner x