I think your extremely brave to post your problem (s) on here I really do it isn’t easy or a walk in the park but I feel we can support each other through this… I genuinely don’t think there is enough support regarding alcohol and drug addiction it is a lot more common than anyone can imagine and trying to come off the white powder is practically impossible…. I feel your pain, I have a very stressful job which sometimes as pathetic as this sounds it drives me to drink which then goes alongside with the devils drug- cocaine. People say oh people are silly doing that your killing yourself but it’s not as easy as that stopping… it’s been 10 years since I did my first line and I’ve battled ever since with my drug addiction resulting in ending my relationship with my partner… who do we go for to help us? Seems like we’re on our own?