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Hey thanks so much for your reply and I’m so sorry to hear what you’re going through right now.

I’ve no idea how their own Mothers could behave this way either. My only explanation is that they want them totally reliant on them and all to themselves. They are their precious little sons after all… but it’s not attractive one bit for a guy to be so dependent and desperate for his mom’s attention. It’s actually very disturbing to think that their mothers could know this and be in denial.. even giving them money ultimately feeding the addiction and covering up /making excuses for them.

To top things off he went for a check up and the doctor he saw said he’s fine, I tried to ask if they mentioned any more about the coke use and apparently they just said ‘well you’re pretty much fine on the scale of things but obviously it’s better if you dont use’… seems crazy that they didnt inform a patient of any kind of drug support if theyve admitted they think they’ve overdone it with cocaine??..

Tbh ive started to come to terms with emotional abuse/manipulation I’ve been subjected to by him and am starting to doubt the future.

One of my main worries is how do you end a relationship with an addict and not worry yourself silly about them od’ing? After losing a friend to accidental od it’s really made me more anxious about the possibility..

Thanks so much for your supportive words.

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