[takingiteasy]

Thank you both for taking time out of your day to reply. I really do appreciate it 🙂

[takingiteasy]

Thank you so so much for your reply.

It is really hard to hear that, but yes she did treat me badly.

And such a perfect way to describe it “it’s not the wound that hurts the most, but the healing”. But heal we must.

The night times are the worst for me 2 but the morning especially after a bad attack I do feel lucky to be alive which is a huge improvement.

Addiction is so destructive and I often sat there and thought to myself why can’t she just stop but I know it isn’t that simple.

I am learning though that sometimes walking away is the kindest thing you can do for someone. It’s not right for every situation but I know for mine that it is.

and thank you so much for this “You hold onto your self because you are worth it and you are enough and now you are safe. You keep healing and pushing forward and talking. Whatever gets you back to you. X”

Both of your responses have me crying but not because you have upset me just because It’s nice to hear something positive about myself.

[takingiteasy]

It is definitely something I am learning to open up about it. I think it was something I needed to be honest with myself first.

And after reading your reply, I sat down and thought how hard it must be for you both when it’s your son.

I can’t even imagine your pain and anxiety has controlled my life the past 6-7 months.

Thank you so much for being open and so kind

[takingiteasy]

Thank you so so much for your kind words and “I wanted you to know that you are being listened to” has brought tears to my eyes…Thank you so so much you don’t know how much I needed to hear that. I really do understand you both feeling worn out and you are so right about that cycle 🙁

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