Well here goes. My childhood was lets say a living nightmare. My Mother was in an abusive Marriage. She turned to drinking to shut it out. I suffered neglect and abuse myself. I left home at 16, had two children by the age of 18. That relationship ended. I then moved in with an older guy( twice my age, he controlled me for 5ys. To add to all of this i have suffered countless miscarriages over the past 22yrs. Fast forward 12yrs to the present day. I am now in another relationship with an Alcholic, he is going to rehab soon. He is the love of my life. I don’t know how to help him, i can hardly deal with myself. Feeling totally lost and alone now. Thankyou for listening xx