[tashaevans96]

Thank you for your help

[tashaevans96]

I know I just need to try and forget I haven’t been able to eat or sleep for days now

[tashaevans96]

He has me blocked on everything so wouldn’t know I was out I don’t think it would really bother him anyway he knows I was out last weekend

I think am going to try ignoring all his messages and calls even business related once then if that doesn’t work try reverse psychology.

I just don’t understand what he’s thinking at the moment

[tashaevans96]

No nothing really he has rang me twice being friendly but it’s been strictly business talk

I don’t know what to do to get him back

[tashaevans96]

I really hope he sees sense am so worried in case something bad happens I just hope soon he will snap out of this

Thank you for listening and helping with your advice

[tashaevans96]

I hope so and yeh I probably would to be honest unfortunately I just want to try and help him and give him a chance

[tashaevans96]

Think am just going to back right off maybe if he thinks he’s lost me for good he might get a shock and see if I hear something in a few days and try reach out again just wish I could wake up out this nightmare and everything be ok

[tashaevans96]

Yes in a way, I wrote a letter for him last week letting him know that am sorry if he thought I was pushing or trying to control him that all I wanted to do was help and build our relationship told him I loved him and cared and treasured all our wonderful memories he then texted me saying he was crying his eyes out and of course he cared and loved me he then went cold again , Saturday come and he asked if I wanted to come over so I went over for a few hours cuddles on sofa kisses told me he wanted to spend him life with me and he would have a think about things and speak Sunday then Sunday come and he’s cold again and not speaking

[tashaevans96]

He wasn’t in when I went round he was at football he rung me after asking if I had been . He acted all happy and merry on the phone like nothing happened he said speak to u soon and then I hung up , he is 27 we had a house was engaged and he’s just left everything with not a care . the house is stinking and an absolute mess he’s living off takeaways when he is eating and just falling asleep on sofa by the sounds of it I don’t understand how someone can go from being with someone for 3 years wanting everything and saying he would be broken if he lost me to not seeming to give a shit about me I have just got home and broken down I don’t know what to do I just want my relationship back and to help him

[tashaevans96]

Yes am going to I have just been back to what was meant to be our home and it’s absolutely disgusting he obv doesn’t care about anything needles left all over steroid bottles and everything dogs just left to piss everywhere am so heartbroken by this all he just doesn’t care

[tashaevans96]

It can’t be good mixing both cocaine and steroids I know he’s on them both pretty bad at the moment

[tashaevans96]

I don’t think he’s dating anyone as he just put himself on a dating site a few days ago and said he done it because he was coked out his head , I went over Saturday we cuddled on the sofa and got a take away then the Sunday he was cold again asking when am getting the rest of my stuff and after football Sunday got coked out his head till 5:30 then drove to work 7am Monday morning he then since hasn’t communicated with me . He just seems all over the place I don’t everything for him so I don’t see why he would want it to be over and he would never meet anyone that would do half the stuff I have for him

[tashaevans96]

He was wanting to get married next year and 3 weeks ago asked if we could try for a kid then 5 days later walks away from me

Does he actually even care about me or is this the effect of drugs messing with his head

[tashaevans96]

I just don’t know what to do to make him want to come back and try again we did have an amazing relationship but he decided he no longer needed rehab and things have been getting worse since then obv using coke then deciding to start on steroids again he messed up Tuesday didn’t return home drink driving and coke and I never really got an apology just cockyness and attitude so I felt like he didn’t care we had argued since then and Saturday comes and he tell me it over and to pack my bags he doesn’t want to speak ???? will he come running back

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