Thank you so much for replying, the simile, of needing it like oxygen is so spot on its scary, thank you so much. X I’m going to keep focusising on out son and to be honest my older children who too have had to deal with his addictive outbursts, it’s hurting me emotionally so much, but I’m determined my children won’t ‘normalise’ this behaviour. I know he’s affecting my own mental health even now but I have to be strong for my children., x