Thank u for your reply i feel like i’ve been though all the motions anger sad anger crying it’s tough especially when they don’t see what there doing to there family . i’m truly at the point where i wish he would just leave i’m so emotional drained . just to come home to a empty house where he’s not sleeping in the living room would be bliss i’m craving normality and i’m sure that’s a little selfish but i think i need to be a little more selfish or i feel i’m going to explode. which gets me know where please please does this get easier because after 4 years of hell i’m not sure i can do another year like this ????
