[unhappy23]

How are things with you lovely?xx

[unhappy23]

This is my biggest worry. He will get clean and then something else will happen later down the line and I’ll have to experience all of it again

[unhappy23]

Thank you so much for your response.

I feel so alone. No one knows the extent or what I’ve gone through. We rent and so the only option I have to leave is to move into my parents with my children. I only work part time and just don’t see how I will ever be able to get us a home of our own. I feel such guilt burdening my parents. They encourage us to try and work things out but they really don’t understand how bad its been.

I think if it was just the addiction it would be so much easier but the chronic pain is his reason for it and so I’m always made to feel like once he has the op he’s waiting for, the addiction will go.

I wish I had a crystal ball

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