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Recently new to this! I’m in the same situation as the rest. My partner moved in with me the beginning of 2020, I didn’t have a clue about is crack addiction. I never knew much about it either. When I found something wasn’t right. I started looking and searching for information after 6 month he then told me about it.

But through the first few months everything was changing the mood, angry, emotions. There was some night I was scared to be around him.

It now been nearly a year I’ve lived like this, he will Alway say he going to stop, bin everything. Then the next day comes he doing it again. Most day I question what we are, Where I stand! That the crack is more important than our family.

Most days I sit up all night making sure he is still alive, or trying to contact him to make sure he safe but he never answer or messages back.

I’m left to do everything, and it really drains me, he doesn’t spend time with the kids, more interested in where his next fix is coming from or how he will afford it, or sleeping it if from night before to do it again.

I feel like walking away all the time but it so hard to do, he was my soul mate who I could tell everything to before we become together, my family doesn’t like the drug side and tell me to leave him but it’s earlier said than done!

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