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Rosemary. I can relate to you. My Son has been using since he was 15 now he is 40. I have constantly supported him With money thousands of pounds and also when he was in prison because of his addiction and stole and owed drug suppliers and then he was tell me he needed the money to get to meetings or rent I have been so gullible and believed everything he said as he sounded so convincing. He has has so much help from case workers etc. Latest he has come out of prison and was getting help again from case work to get him B&B and I bought him a mobile so he could keep in touch with probation. He had drug dealers after him for money he owed then which he did then had no more money in bank .So he rang and asked for money which again I did for traveling to meeting and probation. And now no contact his phone not working and his supporters can’t get in touch So he has bugged it all up AGAIN! So like you I have come to reality that no matter what I do it just fuels his addiction.And if he get in touch I will be saying No! To anymore demands. Like you you have to step back from it all even when it breaks my heart . He most probably back in Prison as not turning up for probation so having a arrest out for him he is in London . He had help in rehab for a year and he was brilliant and sounded so happy and well now he is like a walking skeleton and to think he will be constantly in. And out of prison until his body gives out. Like you will feel guilty but I have got to be strong and know I have done all I can .The demon in him is stronger then I am ,and I can’t fright it anymore .Blessings to you and stay strong , I am slowly finding my new strength ????

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