Thank you and hugs back to you- it’s just so disappointing and I fear this pandemic is just another excuse for sliding backwards- he’s done so well and became the man I feel he really should be in the last few months- he was working hard, being caring and considerate a fantastic dad… finally I thought! Then something like this happens and his counselling stops, gyms closed and it’s like oh well I can find a reason to blame my relapse on and no one can really say or do anything- it’s hard because he’s the best person clean and the worst version of himself on drugs. I am going to pray this is a one off and he can find coping strategies whilst we’re imprisoned and then get back to the counselling etc. He’s been going bike riding early on a morning since and doing jobs around the house and gardening to keep busy and written out a list of goals now but very hard on addicts and the families at this time trying to cope on top of the rest of the awful situation- thanks for your kind words and keep safe and strong x
