Firstly I want to thank every one of you for your replies. But reading all your messages I can’t help but feel guilty. The things you have had to deal with are awful and my life is no comparison. My husband doesn’t really ‘act up ‘ when using. To be honest I barely notice the difference when he is or isn’t using anymore. We aren’t in debt and he rarely speaks to me badly. I almost feel I shouldn’t be complaining here but all I know is I’m not happy
