[webb1990]

Yes I’ve been there to. It really makes no sense at all.

Yes that would be lovely email is easier than this. It is so nice to talk to someone who gets it. Hopefully I can give you some advice as I’ve managed this 4 years of hell. I’ve got friends who I can talk to also but I’ve stopped as I feel they get bored of me being upset about the same things. I talk to my mum but she’s given up now to she wants nothing to do with him. He’s stolen off me in the past and she’s worried it could happen again. I am to now.

[webb1990]

My partner has track marks on his arms…but they inject anywhere its awful and so so sad.

I think us woman spend to much time concentrating on trying to fix the people we love rather than ourselves.

Yesterday my partner said the same…and last night he was up all night and was out this morning when I woke up. Hes come home high as a kite. I’ve had enough. I’ve told him I’m going and he’s blamed that for using. He’s never going to get better…he said he can’t do it without me but he hasn’t done it with me.

I know all about those feelings trust me its horrible…banging on the door when I know he’s in there…I worry that he’s going to kill himself one of these days.

I love my partner to he’s amazing when clean but we have to love ourselves more and take care of us to. I hope your okay

[webb1990]

My partner has track marks on his arms…but they inject anywhere its awful and so so sad.

I think us woman spend to much time concentrating on trying to fix the people we love rather than ourselves.

Yesterday my partner said the same…and last night he was up all night and was out this morning when I woke up. Hes come home high as a kite. I’ve had enough. I’ve told him I’m going and he’s blamed that for using. He’s never going to get better…he said he can’t do it without me but he hasn’t done it with me.

I know all about those feelings trust me its horrible…banging on the door when I know he’s in there…I worry that he’s going to kill himself one of these days.

I love my partner to he’s amazing when clean but we have to love ourselves more and take care of us to. I hope your okay

[webb1990]

I hope he genuinely is scared of needles…they will lie about literally everything. I think once you start injection its even tougher to stop I guess. But im not really sure. I try hard to understand but now its just got to a point where I’m just so tired and need to think of myself.

How long was you with your previous addict partner for?

Its hard as I barely even drink alcohol and I’m with a heroin addict… ironic really.

[webb1990]

Yes exactly. Its tough trust me. And it only gets harder every time they relapse, there’s a chance they can overdose when they don’t use for a while. You said your partner smokes it…my partner started smoking then after that started injecting…they try and get that ultimate high when really it doesn’t exist…thats why its called chasing the dragon. Has your partner only just started?

[webb1990]

Yes exactly. Its tough trust me. And it only gets harder every time they relapse, there’s a chance they can overdose when they don’t use for a while. You said your partner smokes it…my partner started smoking then after that started injecting…they try and get that ultimate high when really it doesn’t exist…thats why its called chasing the dragon. Has your partner only just started? Or has he always been an addict.

[webb1990]

I hope your okay x

[webb1990]

Yes exactly that. Well I’ve gone out today as I knew he would be in bed all day. He text saying he’s in a bad way and needs help. That he would tell me everything. But I’ve been here before…he either can’t go on or I find out and he tells me. He has no tablets as he’s sold them all for heroin????so he’s going to be very ill. I have a houseshare to look at tomorrow. I’ve messaged his brother saying that he’s in a bad way but im not sure if they can do anything either.

[webb1990]

I told him to get back to turning point…go to zoom meetings he says he will but never does. He’s depressed where he’s been using. And living in a houseshare and having one room is a nightmare????he sleeps all day and then doesn’t go to sleep during the night. Where we live doesn’t help either. Theirs addicts everywhere.

[webb1990]

How long have you been with your fiance for

[webb1990]

He gets more subtext off the street…aswell as his prescription. Because he’s used he doesn’t want to be ill. I think it would be easier for both of us if I move out…he can concentrate on getting well. Which I know is what he wants.

[webb1990]

I’ve been going through it all for 4 years I’m tired. I’ve been looking at rooms to rent in houseshares. I think I just need to move out for me you know. But I know what you mean when you say your heart hurts

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