i should have added im a sinle mum and i work 3 jobs , he throws up at me that i spend time with my firend who is my rock , and he gets jealous when ever i leave the house , im always say here waiting for the next out birts , i lost my brother to a dirty needle and 6 other family members within a space of 3 years , he dont remeber any other family members as he was too young , but he is always throwing things in my face like , its your fault as you have never been a mum , im at my wits end and dont know what to do for the best , i feel as if i have failed everyone and even the family who are no longer with me , i have no one to speak to as people are quick enough to judge and say that its my fault for staying in the relationship that i was in for so long , i know this didnt help the boys as they grew up but i moved 500 miles away from home when my husband turned on me and the police moved me to a new area , and thats where i met the ex and its eems to be one big thing after anther , and this is just the icing in the cake , i tryed my hardest with the biys but no one understands what its like unless they go through it them selfs
