I have literally just posted a similar story.. I have a 6 month old also except the father of mine has just admitted to a cocaine problem through depression.
I don’t want to break up our family but it is soul destroying trying to keep it together…
It’s easy for me to give you advice easier than it is to accept my own. But sometimes I think, is keeping a family together worth the pain and hurt and upset that you have to take on yourself?
Have you mentioned that he could maybe see a counsellor about his depression? Life is so short and I feel we should make the most of it.