That’s what I worry about he will stop and meet someone and they will get the good guy and I will be in pieces as what was the reason for the last 2 years if hell!
He was the same with me, put me on a pedestal but this coke crap as made him has me and blame me for everything.
It’s going to be hard but you are correct you are never going to be happy in this insane life that’s happening at the moment.
As long as they think we will always let them back they have no valid reason to stop.
Mine is different now as he left me, he has decided that he can’t get clean with me in his life as he will use if with me, he said he can’t handle the guilt and looks for excuses (that was a come down day) other days he says he was not happy and hated our life.
If you haven’t done this before and he really thinks you will not have him back you never know that could be his rock bottom!
See what the next few days bring..x