Reply To: Lapsed after 6 week on coke again :( April 12, 2019 at 1:44 pm #11944 danman83Participant Thanks dfh.. its exactly how i feel. I can now go a month with out, then all of a sudden its there in front of me more or less. Most times i say no.. i think it may be when im just down.. god knows. But im going to be more aware this time, thanks