Hi,
So sorry to read your post but it’s good that your husband is going to get some rehab. If you would like some support for yourself, to talk through how you are feeling please contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people dealing with a family member’s addiction. We can offer trained and experienced people you can talk with, who would understand what you are dealing with.
You can contact The Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.