Hi, Sorry if i’m messaging incorrectly, first timer, but i’ve never spoken out loud about my addiction.
My family do not know about my addiction, 3 years now, take up to 10 a day of 30/500mg but feel nothing, i don’t have easy access to them as i only get 60 per month on prescription so i steal them from family members as and when i can.
I eat OTC Ibuprofen/Codeine tablets 6-8 at a time when i’m out of the proper tablets, still feel nothing.
I went 2 days without taking anything and i was in physical pain, everything ached, my patience was non existent and i could not concentrate at work.
I know i need to stop taking tablets all together, but i am honestly scared how my body and mind will react to not having that warm feeling for the 5 minutes i get as i am now immune to them and how they made me feel, but my body is just so used to having them i am scared what will happen when i stop.
Not sure if i’m after advise or whether i just needed to tell someone about my addiction, as i can’t tell anyone in my real life.