Oh god I bloody wish i was a millionaire! hears hoping! I Think I will do it but I will use a different name and change the names in the blog too. I will let you know when I do it so you can read it if you like.
Wow so you really have been through it all! I’m glad to hear that your partner now doesn’t lay a finger on you. How have you been lately? have things got better or worse?
Strangely things have got better for me, he hasn’t touched drugs since the 24th which is unheard of in this house. however I have heard phone calls and seen texts of drug dealers wanting money which is the norm now. I can only assume that he owes too much money now to put on tic so he can’t get any drugs. Also a lot of drug dealer don’t trust him now as he doesn’t pay them for at least a month. so they usually don’t answer the phone to him. I’m sure its only a matter of time before i get the knock on the door.
I’m sure that he will still have a graduation, all of the exams in England have been postponed until next year which really confuses everyone! One of my friends kids 16 year old going on 17 so he is in whats called 6th form at school. when you go into 6th form you have to sit exams for the 2 years every year that you are there. He has to sit all of his exams in one go next year, its going to be so much pressure for him! its going to be at least 6 exams in total.
she is really good and i love her a lot, i’m so thankful she told me about this website. I wouldn’t have known otherwise. My mum is being the worst at the moment. only since i had a breakdown and told my parents all about him and where all the money was going back in October. She keeps saying things like “oh if he didn’t spend so much on drugs you would have been able to go on at least 2 holidays by now!” i just have to reply with things like “well i haven’t have i?” it just seems completely pointless to me and she is so repetitive about it too. she said that me doing a blog would be tacky. she just reminds me of the mother on Bridget Jones’ Diary. If you haven’t watched the film you need to, or even better read the book, they are both brilliant and made me laugh so much. i told my sister that and i thought she was like the bridget’s mother and she laughed her head off.
I just think that she is being very naive to think that she wont get it. Its an invisible and silent killer. i have seen on the news that there has been 16-30 year olds in my area that have got it! its not just old people. This virus don’t give a flying F$*K what age or race you are! Has she been watching the news? you could show her a video that a man took in the excel centre in London, they have turned it into a massive hospital. its so heartbreaking. Does she actually know what is happening to your country and around the world? i think you need to sit down with her and have a chat about it. if she wants to go out on her head be it, but tell her that she needs to stay in for the sake of her son and that her actions are irresponsible and not tolerable. I have done a timetable for me and my son for everyday of the week with different things to do, like learn about animals, outside play, baking, painting. maybe you daughter needs more structure with the little one. i found it almost soothing for me as i suffer from anxiety. maybe that’s something that you could do together? Do you have a good relationship with your daughter? Maybe ask her why she is going out and what are her reasons for doing it?
I would join you on that island!! x