Oh i don’t think that a movie deal would be there but its nice to write everything all down!
I have been walking my parents dogs everyday as my mum has had symptoms of COVID-19 and they cant go out at all, its so good to get out, i live close to the river so i walk down there everyday! The belly dancing sounds like fun!
How are things with your daughter now? are they getting better? I hope so!
How is school going?
It’s now been 9 days since my ex has been clean and things have been so harmonious in this household. Although he has been going to work a lot, He is a key worker and works in a food factory so he has been doing a lot of overtime and night shifts so hes been sleeping during the day while i have been trying to do a little work and looking after the little one. it just shows what our life could be like without the drugs and its so nice, it does make me think am i making the right choice on separating with him? i mean we have even planned a nice night in with a takeaway and a film together tonight. I guess i will just have to see how it goes over the next month. Maybe this quarantine was the best thing for him.
Yeah the drug dealers have come to the door before but i can hold my own. it is scary, they came to the door one night when i was by myself (the ex was away for the night with friends), i was waiting for a pizza to be delivered and when the buzzer went i just let them in thinking it was the delivery and it was one of his drug dealers. So that was a surprise. And that was the last time i have done that! I know of them and some of my family members are well known in the area for their past (even though they have now turned a corner) so they seem to keep their distance from me which is the only saving grace i guess, i know that me or my son will never be harmed but i cant say the same for the ex.
When i talk to my mum on the phone it always seems to go the the same conversation about him i just get tired of it!
Yes i have been watching Tiger King! it is so good. if you want something different you should watch “After Life” it is so good.Has Ricky Gervais in it and the humour is quite dry if you like that sort of thing, it made me laugh and cry and the same time! You have to love a true crime though! can’t get enough of those!
Speak soon xx