I Spoke too soon…..He has just come out of the bedroom with eyes like bin lids and very restless. He has been doing cocaine when i thought he was sleeping off a night shift. I feel so stupid to think things would change. There is a reason as to why i now call him my Ex. I’m so angry with myself 🙁
He said he was sorry that he done it and that he was disappointing with himself, but I’ve heard to all before
Going to go out for a walk now to think about things xx