Honestly I think they end up saying you’re sorry because they’re sorry they got caught according to my fiance he says that he does it because he feels like s*** and that he has low self-esteem and then the drugs make him haven’t even lower self-esteem is counterproductive is just like him taking testosterone to try to build up his muscle mass because he has low testosterone he has a horrible thyroid yet he’s doing cocaine which makes him not eat so it’s all counterproductive it makes no sense to me whatsoever and he tries to validate it sometimes it’ll be like oh well they just gave it to me I didn’t spend any money so I’m going to do it and then heat goes will you get mad if I do it you know I’m going to be mad and you know you’re going to do it no matter what so why bother asking and in his mind right now he hasn’t done it since Saturday so I should believe that he’s done I’m so sorry that you have to deal with that it’s depressing and it’s sad but we’re here for you
