Oh no I’m constantly breathing and trying to ignore him and I don’t have a boyfriend on the side and I say the same thing you said to your ex I’m so they’re going and I say it to him I said if I had a boyfriend on the side I wouldn’t be here I wouldn’t be tolerating you and dealing with your s*** and he just doesn’t get it in it’ll get so bad to wear heels Forum upstairs and I won’t fall and I’ll stay down here with my daughter and I’ll be playing with her and he’ll come down here and intensely start trying to cause another fight and I’m one of those I will remove myself in the situation he got mad because I was showing too much caring and constantly trying to ask him where he’s going and what he’s doing he told me I wasn’t his mother to stop and then when I freaking stop and I showed no emotion and I don’t do anything and I don’t care and I ignoring he gets mad over that I said you can’t have it both ways to pick what you want I said cuz at this point it’s getting to where I don’t give two shifts what you do you’re lucky I don’t have a boyfriend on the side because I wouldn’t be here and he just doesn’t get it and it’s it’s insane and then he goes it’s not the cocaine that’s making me paranoid I just don’t trust you I haven’t done anything known to earn your trust I don’t have friends I don’t have social media and it’s because it’s ex-wife he hasn’t been with and like 12 years cheated on him
