Hi, I am so sorry to read this. I too live with an alcoholic partner and a lot of what you’ve wrote rings true with me too. Mine’s on a “giving it up” drive at the moment. It’s been a week so far. This was after he crossed a line last weekend and hit me, something he had never done before. I completely understand the lack of sympathy and that feeling that you love them so much but wonder how much more you can put up with.
I’m here if you need to talk xx