Hi jtekg4
I am so sorry for your loss. It is so heartbreaking that this happens so often. Please give yourself and your daughters the time and space you need to come to terms with it. It is not easy. I am 20 months in and am still questioning myself if I could have done more, if it was my fault etc. In my heart of hearts I truly believe I did everything I could but you can’t help but question yourself.
If you need to rant, vent or just share, please don’t hesitate to reach out to me. I feel that this is my problem, because of the lockdown I have not been able to get the counselling I think I still need. I can’t discuss this with friends and family (aside from our son), as most people aren’t even aware that this problem existed.
Take care of each other and yell if you need a chat, I can’t promise I have the answers but I can share my coping mechanisms.
Love and best wishes to you all xx