I really think that’s the saddest part – the what ifs- my son had a very promising career and he gave it all up for a girlfriend who introduced him to coke! I don’t think he has ever forgiven himself for leaving his job for her – ( she finished with him once he was out of uniform) looking at his peers who continued, they are now looking at retirement and huge payouts in a few years – I believe he is punishing himself for this decision and has done since he was 19! He works hard to make his family home nice, saves and works all hours to make sure his children have all the things they need but he lets himself down every few months with a binge and self medicates with prescription drugs bought online . So sad as when you get through to him he’s so sorrowful – never having tried it myself it’s hard to imagine – I only know it must be amazing at the time for the risks they take and everything they stand to lose! Thank you for talking to me today – I have done a load of washing and cleaned out a cabinet xx It has helped so much ????????
