68862 – I’m so sorry things are really bad at the moment. It’s so hard to watch them struggling and not being able to do anything. You have done so much, one day he will see that.
I feel like you, I hate hearing about the achievements of other people’s children and seeing their pride. Then I hate myself for feeling that. There is no joy in this. I have heard of parents leaving their jobs because they can’t cope and am trying to hold on to mine but I know I’m not doing a great job at the moment. My son is gearing up to coming off heroin again and I know he really wants to, so am going to put my energy in to supporting him in that but none of it is easy, it means months of insomnia for him, I wish I could do it for him.
I hope everyone has a good day x