Hello MrsB247- welcome to the group of people who know your pain. I’m much farther along than you in that my son has been an alcoholic for probably 10 years now. So much of what you’re expressing is what we’re all going through- it’s unbearable, but this group helps me get by. It sounds like your son is young. I really pray
that he will learn it’s not the way to live and change. Hugs to you! ♥️
I feel like you’re all my UK pen pals! I’d love to go there someday!