Hi All,
We’ve had one of those days today. To be honest I am fed up to the back teeth of stepping on egg shells in my own house. My Husband is no longer here, has been gone now for 2 years, I wouldn’t blame it all on my Son, but I really don’t think it helped.
We can go along for weeks, both going to work, him cooking some nights, me on others, and then suddenly he changes, and you never know when this is going to happen.
Today everything is my fault, he’s only trying to get sober and clean for me, not anyone else, hates living here with me, and on it goes. When I say he is free to leave, that’s wrong as well, I don’t care!! It is as you know very wearing and today I could throw the towel in and say live your best life, but I’m not having a life that I had before, no way.
Tomorrow of course is a new day, let’s hope a good mood comes with it.
He’s just come downstairs and apologised, same shite, different day.
Sorry for the rant ladies, but I know it’s so hard for all of us and hopefully one day it will all change ????
Take care everyone.
Dx