Hi Bump, i feel so sad for you and your family. You really don’t deserve this..I guess none of us do though. You sound like such a nice person, but a body can only take so much pressure and anxiety.
You are definitely doing the right thing in taking a step back.
I can bear thinking about what you’ve been through, in having to put your son out the house. I don’t know how I would have coped.
Take the advice you offer to others, find time for yourself, be kind to yourself.
This covid and long covid is compounding things too Bump. Problems are harder to deal with when you’re not 100%.
Sending hugs ❤️
Lx