Kate1 and Debc
I just saw your posts there. As I said to Bump, you sound like lovely kind mums. So frustrating when you try your hardest and get treated so badly.
I’m just ticking along. My son was clean 3 or 4 weeks ago, going to meetings etc., but sadly the tell tale signs not answering my texts or messages tells a tale. I’m sure he’ll have lapsed again and its just a matter of time where he’ll be wanting food and cigs until next paid day. He’s so predictable, I guess it could be 100 times worse. It’s just when he starts..there’s no off switch and I worry about his work. Thankfully he’s still “working from home ” …..some of the time I think. And the cycle begins again…
Its exhausting treading on eggshells not to upset him, in case he’ll use us as excuse to use.
We just have to be strong and look after ourselves in the meantime.
I’m thankful I can offload here as my family aren’t aware of my son’s addictions.
Goodnight and God bless ????
Lx