Ivy – I am so sorry about what you’re going through with your son. I wish you could get help. It’s like a living death watching a child destroy themselves and not being able to prevent it.
The limitation with this forum is that we can’t sit with each other and let each of us cry. We are all a bit alone and when something dreadful happens you need to know people have a bit of understanding and empathy.
I am thinking of you and praying for you and your son.