Remember my son came home for the week wanting help, fed up of his life, didn’t want to use anymore, selling stuff to find money to pay dealers? Well guess what that lasted a week! He used yesterday, wouldn’t speak to anyone, wouldn’t come up to say bye to his son and spent most of yesterday and today in bed. He sent me a big red heart this morning in a txt so I sort of guessed he’d done it. It was guilt. But he denied it and said he wanted to be on his own as he was very low. We’re completely fed up now and are getting closer to walking away. There is nothing more we can do. We have got to start putting ourselves first. My husband rang drugfam earlier just to speak to someone. What a very sad situation we find ourselves in.
