That’s exactly how I feel Kate. I want this to end for him and the perfect scenario would be for him to wake up and realise the damage he has done and is doing to himself and those that love him. I also cannot pinpoint anything that would have made him do this, I believe it was just reaching an age where he could go out drinking and the coke followed shortly after that. And as for the dealers I swear on Sunday my son got a text from one as he changed after he received a text. We were having a lovely family afternoon, football on, kids in paddling pool and bbq on. Then on Monday it all started again.
Vicki I’m so sorry you’re feeling the way you do but maybe the bereavement forum will help? As I said before I can’t imagine how you must be feeling sending all of my love to you. Xxx