I know exactly how you feel. It has got to much for me at the moment and I am off work with stress. Not all down to my son but he hasn’t helped. I have now paid his rent a debt and his train fare for work. He happily strips me clean of cash and I have told him if he doesn’t pull his self round this time I need to walk away for my own sanity. I think this time he sees how ill I am feeling and that I mean what I say. I sometimes hate him god help me. That makes me feel bad saying that but he is distroying not only his life but mine. I live in fear of what dealers might do to him but he is bringing this on himself. Life should be good I’m nearing retirement instead I’m spending my money on his bills food travel
