Oh Kate I am so sorry, I can’t imagine what you are feeling right now. I hope you have people with you right now. Your son did that probably in a moment of complete madness. Addiction and chemicals do that, and none of it is your fault. I don’t know how you come to terms with this but you were there for your son and he would’ve known that you really loved him. Please don’t be alone, you will need to get proper counselling to help you to deal with what has happened. Post here when you are able. We are all here for you x
