Hi Kate, I also prayed and lit a candle in memory of your son at 12.45.
You are always in my thoughts, I wish I knew what to say to make things better for you. He’s free of torment and worries now, I wish they had harsher prison sentences for drug dealers- I already signed a petition on 38 degrees.
Take care of yourself Kate, seek counselling support that others have suggested if you need to.
Sending love
Lx