Thank you it’s been so hard. I cry all the time and sleep. I can’t think to much about it as I think about the what ifs. I know in my heart I did everything I could and he still chose drugs and a nasty toxic relationship over a mum who loved him and a 2 year old daughter he adored. Having said that if it hadn’t happened I know that things would have got worse for him. I want him back but I want him clean of the drugs. Was it going to happen probably not.
My prayers are with you. We face rubbish mental health and drug services. What are we to do xxx